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  1. I mean, if y’all want to. Because I’ve learned a lot about it recently.
  2. I think the most important question here is being ignored: do we really accept “Jussie” as a legitimate name?

    Does your wife do this too?

    Whatever dude. Let her keep c0cking around on ya. Take life by the ball or let life take your balls. Obvious what you’ve chosen. Fck that chinaman.

    Does your wife do this too?

    Women. I assume you are considering leaving? I hate this sht and so I hate to say this but it sounds like she has already bailed and presently you’re just allowing her to benefit from the dual-income arrangement. Even if you don’t have career success. Respect yourself. Break something of hers. Put an app like Life360 on her phone without her knowledge and show up at one of her nights out.

    401k Balance by Age

    Wife and I have $296k in the 401k at ages 44 and 45 respectively. however, we have only $35k in college savings right now with a 14 YO freshman and a 3rd grader. mortgage is $148k against market value of $220k and $2600 in CC debt plus a car loan still at $14k. 2018 household income $182k.
  6. Honestly can’t really say. Never saw anyone for treatment or whatever. It just kind of diminished. Now I probably haven’t had suicidal thoughts in probably 5 years. I still find myself sometimes melancholy, but nothing like the dark shadows I knew before. As an addendum to what I posted before, this was never woe-is-me feelings I had. Imagine if your kids or wife or mother or best friend died and the grief you’d have. I had intense sadness like that without the actual loss. And it was always SOOOO perplexing to feel that way knowing nothing had gone wrong, nothing had changed from the day before. I think it was brain chemistry imbalance.
  7. I can maybe add a little bit to this. Maybe not. Was never diagnosed, but dealt with general depression from about age 17 until about age 40. It wasnt situational. I would find myself inconsolably, deeply sad for weeks and weeks at a time and there was no explanation for it. There was also no getting by it until it resolved on its own. These would be awful periods of inexplicable grief. Over nothing. Just insurmountable darkness. Many times in my late twenties and much of my thirties I contemplated suicide. Looking back I cant explain why I didnt do it. Glad I didnt. All this to say, outsiders cant always understand it or judge it.
  8. Probably not what youre looking for, but in 1996 a woman I knew told me that my attitude was so negative that it was easy to see why few people wanted to hang around with me. That burned, but I took it to heart and it changed me.

    Walking Dead Season 8

    I loved this episode because I knew going into it that I was quitting afterward. This show has evolved into a series of whiny, annoying monologues. Can’t watch another minute.
  10. MLCKAA

    Anyone have missing relatives?

    Can size is mandatory, dude. If you think I’m an alias, just check my reg date. I think it is 2004 or 2007. Pffft.
  11. MLCKAA

    Anyone have missing relatives?

    Not sure. He sh*t all over everyone but me. He’s 8 years older than me and had pretty much moved out of the house before I even knew who I was.
  12. MLCKAA

    Anyone have missing relatives?

    Not my fault the browser changed the B to a smiley face. Stupid emoticons
  13. MLCKAA

    Anyone have missing relatives?

    My sister tracked him down 7 years ago (no idea how she did that because he has no internet presence) and he apparently told her “You and the whole family can fck yourselves.” I swear it is HIM, not us.
  14. My brother was always a sh*t disturber and troublemaker his whole life. Nonetheless, we never ostracized him. But 14 years ago he decided to just get the fck outta Dodge and I havent seen him or heard from him since. 14 years!! Hes 8 years older than me amd doesnt even know I have a son. My daughter (34 was just 6 months old the last time I spoke to him.