jerryskids 5,206 Posted November 15, 2017 Hey rholio, a suggestion if I may, and I've been thinking of this for myself should I get sick. Let your wife have your login info here so that if you pass on, she can come tell us. That way we can lie to her about what a great guy you were, and we all can have some closure. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
wiffleball 4,642 Posted November 15, 2017 Aw Fvck. At a loss for words. Yeah. Damn. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Voltaire 4,560 Posted November 15, 2017 Still losing weight, down 49 lbs now. No energy lately. I wouldn't mind losing 49 pounds. No exercise or dieting, sleeping all day... hmmm... too bad it takes to get a terminal illness to get results like this. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
edjr 5,567 Posted November 15, 2017 Hey rholio, a suggestion if I may, and I've been thinking of this for myself should I get sick. Let your wife have your login info here so that if you pass on, she can come tell us. That way we can lie to her about what a great guy you were, and we all can have some closure. Before you know it, Sux will be phone sexing her and she will be meeting CBF for sex reasons Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bert 1,091 Posted November 15, 2017 Come on you cheap focks, break out the $$$ Done. So sorry. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
jerryskids 5,206 Posted November 15, 2017 Before you know it, Sux will be phone sexing her and she will be meeting CBF for sex reasons Nothing worthwhile comes without some sacrifice. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
tanatastic 2,061 Posted November 15, 2017 I just hope you are all as sympathetic and generous when Newbiejr tells us his shocking news that he has skin cancer from tanning 6 days a week for 30 years. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
TommyGavin 788 Posted November 16, 2017 I just hope you are all as sympathetic and generous when Newbiejr tells us his shocking news that he has skin cancer from tanning 6 days a week for 30 years. Can we have one fvcking thread that some obsessed asshat doesn't bring up Newbie ? Especially this thread. Get over it. You are such a toolbag 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
bandrus1 413 Posted November 16, 2017 Can we have one fvcking thread that some obsessed asshat doesn't bring up Newbie ? Especially this thread. Get over it. You are such a toolbag Well It was kinda funny Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
TommyGavin 788 Posted November 16, 2017 It was kinda funny It really is old and played. Not funny. And not the place for it. (This thread) 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
rholio 339 Posted November 16, 2017 Hey rholio, a suggestion if I may, and I've been thinking of this for myself should I get sick. Let your wife have your login info here so that if you pass on, she can come tell us. That way we can lie to her about what a great guy you were, and we all can have some closure. All she'll need is to grab my tablet, logs on automatically. Down 51 lbs now. Just signed on with Hospice, got new drugs. Haven't tried them yet, using up the others first. Methadone, morphine, etc. Not thrilled about trying morphine. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Alias Detective 1,179 Posted November 16, 2017 All she'll need is to grab my tablet, logs on automatically. Down 51 lbs now. Just signed on with Hospice, got new drugs. Haven't tried them yet, using up the others first. Methadone, morphine, etc. Not thrilled about trying morphine. Keep up the fight my friend. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Gladiators 1,904 Posted November 16, 2017 Keep up the fight my friend. This 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
fandandy 3,311 Posted November 16, 2017 You're in my thoughts daily. Fock, I don't know what to say other than that. And don't get a big head, it's not like dirty thoughts. Just thought thoughts. Clean ones. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
tanatastic 2,061 Posted November 16, 2017 Can we have one fvcking thread that some obsessed asshat doesn't bring up Newbie ? Especially this thread. Get over it. You are such a toolbag These kind of replies alone make them worth it though. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
TommyGavin 788 Posted November 16, 2017 Keep up the fight my friend. Ditto. Every time I see a post from you I smile knowing you are still with us. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bier Meister 1,514 Posted November 16, 2017 All she'll need is to grab my tablet, logs on automatically. Down 51 lbs now. Just signed on with Hospice, got new drugs. Haven't tried them yet, using up the others first. Methadone, morphine, etc. Not thrilled about trying morphine. stay strong bud. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Artista 460 Posted November 16, 2017 All she'll need is to grab my tablet, logs on automatically. Down 51 lbs now. Just signed on with Hospice, got new drugs. Haven't tried them yet, using up the others first. Methadone, morphine, etc. Not thrilled about trying morphine. sorry to hear. I was hoping iv chemo would be a good option but for many, chemo and it's side effects is worse. I wish you peace and comfort. In my thoughts and prayers. Xxx 2 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
TommyGavin 788 Posted November 16, 2017 sorry to hear. I was hoping iv chemo would be a good option but for many, chemo and it's side effects is worse. I wish you peace and comfort. Xxx Well said Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
fandandy 3,311 Posted November 16, 2017 sorry to hear. I was hoping iv chemo would be a good option but for many, chemo and it's side effects is worse. I wish you peace and comfort. Xxx You are in my thoughts as well. Not so clean. Filthy actually. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Artista 460 Posted November 16, 2017 Also Rholio, there is nothing wrong with sharing your emotions with people you trust that may be able to help you. Being strong for them is noble but part of hospices job is helping you mentally too. Letting it out may be liberating. 2 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Artista 460 Posted November 16, 2017 You are in my thoughts as well. Not so clean. Filthy actually. awesome! 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
wiffleball 4,642 Posted November 16, 2017 Can we have one fvcking thread that some obsessed asshat doesn't bring up Newbie ? Especially this thread. Get over it. You are such a toolbag This Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
BunnysBastatrds 1,918 Posted November 16, 2017 Love you bud! Stay hungry and punch the wrong buttons. 2 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
NorthernVike 2,080 Posted November 16, 2017 Done. So sorry. Ata boy. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
penultimatestraw 473 Posted November 16, 2017 All she'll need is to grab my tablet, logs on automatically. Down 51 lbs now. Just signed on with Hospice, got new drugs. Haven't tried them yet, using up the others first. Methadone, morphine, etc. Not thrilled about trying morphine. Don't be afraid of the meds. Just start with a small dose and increase it as tolerated. But make sure you're taking something to keep your bowel movements regular, as constipation can compound any pain you're having. Also, good move involving hospice. Quality, not quantity of life should be your emphasis. Hospice is great at managing pain/anxiety and helping you and your loved ones know what to expect as the disease progresses. I'm sure it's terrifying, but feel free to PM me if there are any medical concerns you don't feel are being adequately addressed. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
wiffleball 4,642 Posted November 16, 2017 Swear to God, I would trade with you if I could. Wishing you peace. I have no idea what else to wish for you. Wordless. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bert 1,091 Posted November 16, 2017 Wishing you peace. I have no idea what else to wish for you. Wordless. This sums it up for me Rholio. Until we meet again, brother. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Gladiators 1,904 Posted November 16, 2017 Rholio - Have you gotten any second opinions? No idea where you went for your diagnosis, but we've seen a really wide range of options offered for my father in law. One doc said there wasn't much to do. One said chemo only. One said chemo and extremely risky surgery. Just hoping you explored your options. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
penultimatestraw 473 Posted November 16, 2017 Rholio - Have you gotten any second opinions? No idea where you went for your diagnosis, but we've seen a really wide range of options offered for my father in law. One doc said there wasn't much to do. One said chemo only. One said chemo and extremely risky surgery. Just hoping you explored your options.Probably won't hurt to get a second opinion, but you also have to be aware that some oncologists give chemo to everyone. If he's considering it, he should go to an academic comprehensive cancer center - MD Anderson, for example. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
NorthernVike 2,080 Posted November 16, 2017 https://www.gofundme.com/help-out-ron-hudson Lets keep it going. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
fandandy 3,311 Posted November 16, 2017 Next time I donate I'm going with Phil McKrevice. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
gocolts 300 Posted November 17, 2017 Holy focking . So sorry to hear bro. Had no idea. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
rholio 339 Posted November 20, 2017 Started the new meds. Still haven't touched the morphine, but it's been tempting. Current weight: 215. Went from CBF status at 267lbs to 215lbs in 2.5 months. My 'normal' weight for a couple of decades was around 225. Gained about 10lbs, then quit smoking 4yrs ago and gained another 30. Didn't come off until... recently. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bier Meister 1,514 Posted November 20, 2017 what is your energy level like? mobility? are you able to keep food down? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bert 1,091 Posted November 20, 2017 Good Luck. Other than being there is there anything you wish for your grandkids? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
rholio 339 Posted November 20, 2017 what is your energy level like? mobility? are you able to keep food down? Low, low, and yes, mainly by not asking too much. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
mobb_deep 917 Posted November 27, 2017 https://www.gofundme.com/help-out-ron-hudson Lets keep it going. Thanks for the link. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
patweisers44 697 Posted November 27, 2017 https://www.gofundme.com/help-out-ron-hudson Lets keep it going. Who donated $50 under the name of Can Size? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
