More creepiness and lies from you. You're the guy that has deep deep insecurity with your manhood. You tried joining the military in an attempt to prove your manhood, that was a failure. Then tried being a cop again searching for manhood, fail again. Now you sit at home and insult the manliness of people online. I think a therapist would help get to the root cause of your insecurity and maybe you can feel comfortable with yourself and live a better life for others.